Month: September 2017

“All the best stuff is made in Japan.”

Today, I went to the favorite food market. Why favorite? Because it sell kind of good food. Like a select food shop. When I tried to pay a money at cashier, shop stuff asked me. “Did you go to live event that Daisuke Tanabe performed?” Exactly, I went to it. It was a very small event. Maybe there weren’t even 30 people at there. But he and his friend had gone to it. We never have talked until today, but he has remembered me. I wonder why he has remembered me? But I have immediately understood. Name of its event was “Tokyo night.” , then, I was wearing trainer that was printed in logo in TOKYO. And, I was wearing same trainer today. I understood easily. Also he let me know about good artist. Today was good day for by chance.

Last night, I caught the dream that Zombie attack me. Zombie has never died in that dream. But I had never stopped to attack Zombie. I had woke up at middle of dream. I wonder, which guys does it get to win that battle  as outcome?

食べたいけど、ないから、ペンネに醤油つけて食べた。根本的に間違ってる。やっぱり、出汁が必要だ。醤油だけで、うどん食べることない。

About routine. It’s important to me to eat only everything that is in season. Yes, I see, I see. So, now, I really want to eat broiled pacific saury with salt. Because autumn is. And I always want to live beside in season. It’s the natural order. I want to become the man who always can feel it.

ちゃんとしたパンを、ちゃんとしたコーヒーを、ちゃんとした靴下を、ちゃんとした人参を、ちゃんとした知識を、ちゃんとした友達を、ちゃんとした考えを、ちゃんとした優しさを。「のような物」が多い時代だから、僕はちゃんと選ばなきゃ。僕はちゃんと知らなきゃ。でも、たまには贅沢もしよう。ちゃんとした贅沢を少しだけ。

I’ll go without thinking. I’ll go without goal. I’ll go without fate. I’ll go without to look the other way. I’ll go without envy. Sometime, I’ll need a rest. I’ll drink a good coffee. then I have to drink without sugar, because maybe it’s better. when I’ll be fine, I’ll start to walk again. I want to be happy end.

I’ve always told you, if you put you mind to it, you can accomplish anything. If you really want beyond the moon, you can.

Always, when I suffer, its cause is made by me. Who is the worst? Who is the dork? It’s me. Don’t grieve! I don’t even have the right that can grieve. If I don’t try what I’m going to vomit of blood, I must to kill myself. It’s only way. But it’s better for me. Although it may be sad, too.

Sometimes, I think I’m champion of the idiot in the world. Sometimes, I have a time that I think I am disliked by everyone in the world. I want to become like a wind. I want to throw away myself. When I get up tomorrow morning, which person in myself I am?