ちゃんとした物を少しだけ

ちゃんとしたパンを、ちゃんとしたコーヒーを、ちゃんとした靴下を、ちゃんとした人参を、ちゃんとした知識を、ちゃんとした友達を、ちゃんとした考えを、ちゃんとした優しさを。「のような物」が多い時代だから、僕はちゃんと選ばなきゃ。僕はちゃんと知らなきゃ。でも、たまには贅沢もしよう。ちゃんとした贅沢を少しだけ。

Sugar town

I’ll go without thinking. I’ll go without goal. I’ll go without fate. I’ll go without to look the other way. I’ll go without envy. Sometime, I’ll need a rest. I’ll drink a good coffee. then I have to drink without sugar, because maybe it’s better. when I’ll be fine, I’ll start to walk again. I want to be happy end.

Always me.

Always, when I suffer, its cause is made by me. Who is the worst? Who is the dork? It’s me. Don’t grieve! I don’t even have the right that can grieve. If I don’t try what I’m going to vomit of blood, I must to kill myself. It’s only way. But it’s better for me. Although it may be sad, too.

The asshole

Sometimes, I think I’m champion of the idiot in the world. Sometimes, I have a time that I think I am disliked by everyone in the world. I want to become like a wind. I want to throw away myself. When I get up tomorrow morning, which person in myself I am?